Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Fits and Starts; Or How I Made a Beginning of the Great Work

I spent the better part of the day working on the Great Work. I pulled together various sources and notes on sources for the first chapter and after a long time off from such work, my brain is slowly starting to move.

I do not know how other people work, or write, but at some point (after much struggling and staring blankly at the screen, hands poised over the keyboard), something clicks and I find clarity and direction. (There is nothing magical about this; my brain just finally...works.) Some people, I have observed, write quickly and without the struggles I have. Today, I circled that point of "clicking" and words came to me.

Today, I contemplated Catholic gender expectations for women in the nineteenth century. I also thought (and to a lesser extent) wrote a few lines on the place of women religious* in the nineteenth century. Ruminating about what society expected of women in history is something to which I continually return. That and what the reality of women's lives was. It is a difficult thing to determine, particularly with nineteenth century women religious. I am blessed with more sources than historians of earlier periods, but still there is much lacking from the archives. I suppose every historian hopes to stumble across that long-forgotten and overlooked personal narrative which reveals marvelous detail about women's real lives. Ah, but real historical work does not happen that way, does it? We plod; we mull over bits and pieces. And if we have done our jobs, we come to some conclusions, marvelous or not, that provides a bit of clarity into the past.

* Women religious: In the Catholic context, sisters or nuns.
**Painting: Antoine Plamondon’s 1841 painting of socialite-turned-nun Sister Saint-Alphonse, born Marie-Louise Emilie Pelletier. See David Johnston, "Quebec Exhibit Features 'Canadian Mona-Lisa,'" Times Colonist, April 7, 2008, http://www.canada.com/victoriatimescolonist/news/story.html?id=dd7576df-932b-4cae-9b4e-75b788725752&k=47271.

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